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Welcome Back Mrs. Ben-Simon

Wow I haven't blogged in soo soo sooo long. A lot of stuff has been happening to me lately. Been having some problems with my mother again ugh. My is gay I never get any hours which is bad because I need hours for my work experience class so I get credits. Soccer has been going good for me lately though. My relationship is sweet/sour. Uhm ive been trying for the longest to get Fame Kills concert tickets starring Kanye West and Lady Gaga. But I'm done writing this blog because im in my graphic design class so I'm going to leave bye now

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Ok so this by far has to be the sickest/dopest artist i have ever seen. He so fuckin coool. Please check this out I know it might seem long but its all worth it every second of it. I found out about this a long time ago but just recently looked at it again and forgot how AMAZING...NOW WATCH!



Also, check out his website..
http://www.blublu.org/

The Lovely Bones

I can't wait to see this movie. First im going to go get the book and read it. I mean ive read some of it just not all of it lol even though i know whats happens. Take A LOOOOK!



BOMB! Ass Movie&Trailer

Photoshoots&All

Lately ive been doing a alot of my photography. Im still really just getting to know my camera. It's been a busy stress taking couple of weeks for me here is some of my work let me know what you think for more of my work also got www.flikr.com/dcpphotos thanks :]

Bittersweet

This has to be far one of my favorite videos ever pout on youtube.
This song is so real and live Kanye kills it on stage.

The Quality is poor but who GIVES A FUCK IT'S KANYE

School.

I can't believe im going to be a Senior 2010' baby. It's amazing to see yourself change throughout highschool. To see everyone change around you for either the better or worse. I've learned a lot one that people come and go no matter how m uch you try and keep them around. Two always keep your head up in school don't slack. That was always my biggest problems i didn't give a fuck about school but it's very vital to your future alwyas remember that. Three stay out of drama it always takes your mind of the most important things in life. Four stay confident even when people are trying to bring you down. Five always stay true to yourself becuase no matter if someone else might not think your good enough or cool or whatever you are to yourself or to someone else.

Anyways thanks for reading,
Have A Great Day!

Kanye West Louis's

Damn I want these shoes so bad .
Kanye is fucking amazing he always has been
Just take a look.

He Designed all these shoes

Art Festival In China Town

Madison.

So, me and my cousin are having alot of fun tonight

Poser's, Follower's, and Fakes

Im so tired of people thinking they are photographer's just because they have a nice camera. People jump on this banwagon thinking it's cool to become a photographer. Just because you can take a picture doesn't mean your good at it. You have to have ambition strive for photography. Being a photographer means your always hungry to be the best to keep doing what your doing and putting your best foreard while doing it. Doing photography is not going to make you cool being you is going to make you cool. People nowadays think that being a artist means your different. No, that is not the case. Why are people so afriad to be themselves? I don't get it. It blows me that people try to be like someone else when the person they are amazes me more than the person they are pretending to be. I know we all have problems we don't like or agree with but embrace them. This might seem like this is going off topic but I dont care. You should do hobbies you love doing. I mean it's great if you do photography on the side but why get in the way of people who really do love it and in the future plan on making a career out of it. What i'm doing right now is my future i plan on being the best photographer I can be. Please people just take this into consideration and be yourself. ;]

People Come And Go.

I love how My "friends" are suppose to be my friends but they don't even call me to hang out they never show me that they are my friends honeslty I only have like 4 friends who actually of some sort talk to me. I wish I had people or friends who appreciated my presence or made me feel wanted. It sucks I wish people would ask me to hang out or do somehting or even ask how I am. It just hurts to go to sleep knowing you really have no one in this world besides the people who love you and you know they love you. I want to feel wanted I wanna go out and feel like I am wanted there. I know I might sound desperate but...,

Will someone please be my friend?/
I just want someone to hang out with and talk to, tell my problems, and just have a good time and laugh. Honeslty friends play a part in making you happy and I guess I need that friend to fill that void. This year has sucked because no one was really my friend except a selective few. I would feel so left out so someone make me feel right please?

Ok well thanks for reading this. I know im pouring my heart out on a blog but i don't care i want someone to read this because im asking for friends here so thanks for taking the time out to read this.

Sneaker Head

I'm a SNEAKER HEAD maxxxxxed out.

In need of some new cheap sneakers.

I want some chukka lows still yet to get them.

And i want some more chucks.

I also wanna get some dope Keds and Sperry's
In definite need of dunks an Jays preferribaly 8's and Blazer's

Finally California.

Finally I'm back in Cali iv'e missed you lol. So New York was a fun trip i got some cute stuff. Got these bomb ass blazers take a look :]

New York :D

My trip to New York on the plane wasn't all the greatest I was so tired from the night before because I didn't get enough sleep somewhere around 3 or 4 hours of a goodnights rest. Anyway, the plane was very uncomfortable to fall asleep. It was a 6hour dread. I wish that I could travel first class so I could be more comfortable. We finally land at JFK airport. It's been so many years that I had forgotten kinda what NY looks like. In fact, its very dirty lol different in a way from my dearest California. Right now I'm staying in Yonkers with my family. Tommorow July 3, 2009 is my cousins wedding hopefully it turns out wonderful as planned. Can't wait to go shopping here I'm very excited I want to get some really cute clothes an I want my damn nike sb's or my blazers prefirabely the Tiffany sbs or blazers it doesn't matter lol. Anyway goodnight my lovely New York City ;]

Picture Of the Day

7.1.09
Me just getting out of bed

Random.

Here of some random pictures lol

MY BABY SISTER SHE'S SO CUTEEEE

ME AND MY SISTER

Fisheye

A week back I got a fisheye lens attachment it works just as good as the actual lens. I took some pictures so here looooooooooooook.

Shutter

Soo, the other night i wanted to try this expiriment with my shutter speed, in the dark, and with a light lol see if it came out good what I was trying to spell

^^ My Nickname

Photography

Hm. So i decided my life plan. I want to be a famous photographer :]]]]]] !!!
This might be a little off topic at FIRST but, last week or so me and my cousins drove to Las Vegas and I happened to take some amazing pictures in my personal opinion if you could tell me what you think that would be great?!!!

I also realized you got to believe in yourself an have confidence in yourself because if you don't who will have confidence and believe in you no one. You have to give off that aura to everyone so that they know your confident and good at what and what ever you do.

But here is some of my work I mentioned earlier...

OoOo and here is some pictures from Father's Day in West Lake

Rapper Of My Life

One of the biggest innovators of 2007, 2008, and 2009
He's my favorite rapper, I love the way he writes his songs
I love this man he has style and talent
In my opinion he is the Tupac in my Life rapping about real life issues

KANYE WEST

Sorrow

I weep my eyes red with dreadfulness.. sorrow has been my defeat my life surrounded by mistakes tumbles an turns I cannot beat but I do not change I change until life itself has been ripped from under me the thoughts of moving on witout yu do not exist I do not have a soul wit out yur soul intertwined with mine my heart weeps out for forgiveness but I do not change I've made this mistake one too many times in fact I change when I've lost everythin I cannot get bac I change myself for the better I progress but no one sees me sees the difference because I've said this one to many times I walk on the earth below me look around to find nothin but I do not change I change when the world is empty when no one around to see my change my emptyless heart cannot go one wit out yu yu r my barrier somethin to lean on ill change change the human I am for the human I love my change can only be found in me until this tongue of mines stops letting out lies then you will see my change then you will see me for who I am an the person I will an can become....

- Janay Ben-Simon

Complicated

"I'm a problem that will never be solved I'm that one piece to the puzzle that is lost the one balloon that floats into the sky an goes into outer space another galaxy lost in a train of thoughts in a subway of emotions in a car of a empty body sitting inside staring out the window deep in thought about life an its surroundings listening to the rain drops smashing on the floor bursting into little tiny puddles of water smelling like asphalt coming through my nostrils my mind races I race...race the speed of life go by me like a freeway of cars an I'm done I close my eyes an walk through that door of a new beginning an new light coming through the cracks of every opening this is me who I am an I'm gonna progress in this chaotic world of distress"
- Janay Ben-Simon